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Wednesday, November 26, 2003

all i feel like doing is typing lyrics out..

now i know i had it all cos i had you just to see you made me smile oh why was i too blind to see that i had everything that yu completed me i can still rem how you held my hand like you'd never let it go but here i am alone trying to move on wondering how a love like ours cud go so wrong will love come back to me come back again to me when i still believe tt ure still the one i need tho im trying to make it thru living is so empty w/o u and i wonder why we must go on this way

its been too long and im lost w/o u what am i gonna do so u n me wondering if ure the same whose been with u is yr heart still mine i wanna cry sometime i miss you off to college straight from high school you up and left me we were close frens or some lovers did everything for one another but i know i got to live it somehow come back to me can u feel me hear calling for u so im sitting here thinking abt u just driving me crazy i dunno what to do i just wondering if u still care i dont wanna let u know tt its killing me

posted by ili 6:38 AM
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Monday, July 21, 2003

JFF

-my heart says we've got sth real can i trust the way i feel cos my heart's been fooled before am i just seeing what i want to see or issit true could you really be someone to have & hold with all my heart & soul i need to know before i fall in love someone who stay around through all my ups & downs pls tell me now before i fall in love-

-and i could see the sun setting over the hill this feels too real to me just another dream hold me in this place where everytihng is clear and you said stand at the edge and dont be afraid to fall take a breath and tell me what you see as we sat down by the water in my mind i felt and we talked for hours doesnt matter what it was about just as long as i was there with you-

-bagaimana harus aku menahan rasa rinduku bila kau tiada di sisi? tak dapat ku membayangkan rasa rindu dalam jiwa kita sama sama rasa. Ku menyanyngiimu hingga hayat nanti pasti kanbersama ku mengharapkanmu untuk meneruskan perjalanan cinta ini Aku cinta aku rindu walau berjauhan ku tahu hatimu Aku cinta aku rindu Tuhan berkatilah cintaku padanya-

posted by ili 9:26 AM
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Friday, July 11, 2003

yo peeps.. this was my old blog.. decided to change my current one to be a private blog.. so yea ill inform u my new addy when i feel like it.. :).. can take me off ure links.. unless i decide to write in some weird entry here

posted by ili 3:50 AM
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Saturday, June 14, 2003

testing testing.. stupid blogger.. i attempted changing my template to have some cute kitty.. then i tried adding a post.. then didnt appear.. so i reverted back .. but the post didnt appear either.. wth.. sth to do with the publishing mebbe.. then joan n dawn thot i put same colour font as background.. vv smart... im sooooo sure..

bah i lost my flick.. BAH.. pwee n i seriously have alternate pitching days.. but i hope it wont continue cos pwee absolutely rox today... :) damn ppower.. shall attempt to have nice strikes too.. but today was freaking hot.. i nearly fainted.. ok not tt extreme but i had to stop cos stupid lungs were contracting giving me a hard time..n i completely collapsed in the mrtand just blasted music all the way home.. but nooo.. i had to go out again and WALK to the frekaing station tts like how far away .. to mail a letter.. otherwise i wun get my money thingy.. and i wanted to take the free shuttle service back but noo there were lke 4 mats waiting there.. like.. EEEEE id rather walk.. then pitching like involves lotsa stamina.. funnily i dun take napfa cos of tt!! BAH.. stupid asthma.. was thinking today.. mebbe i shudnt have joined a sports cca.. trying to kill myself again.. but i will just kill myself anyway if i become a big slob..

MY WHOLE WEEK IS BURNT!!!!!! I ONLY HAVE A WEEK LEFT TO MUG!!!!.. -dead-mon-class outing, tues-sliding training + chalet(maybe) wed-chalet + free dinner! thurs-training + PW... kaoz..u better publish stupid blogger

posted by ili 6:42 AM
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Friday, June 13, 2003

yay uploaded liaoz.. go seeeee.. -->
hahaz.. my scanner sucks anyway.. got a free 8R foto.. think will blow up the team foto and put on the board.. JOAN.. where the seniorz' notes.. put it on the board too.. !
bah.. parents are mad at me.. meaning no money.. cos i forgot to get allowance from daddy this week.. and meansno chalet.. -whine- means no.. ahhhhh!!! -whine- tts like so sad.. will be like the longest time eva... boohoo.. cripes..
ho hum wonder if i can wake up early by myself tom.. shud i study in skl?

shucks.. heard sth not very pleasant.. ho hum.. :( whats wrong with my life ever since hols started!! its been getting from bad to worst.. BAH..

posted by ili 7:53 AM
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Thursday, June 12, 2003

Eva Cassidy - Time After Time
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Turning in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback to warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcase of memories,
Time after

Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you have said
And you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

Chorus:
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time

After your picture fades and darkness has
Turned to grey
Watching through windows I’m wondering
If you’re OK
And you say go slow
I fall behind
The drum beats out of time

Chorus:
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time

mmm…time after time
Oooh…time after time
Time after time
.. nice song.. i am like taking forever to scan n upload my recent batch of fotos.. bah.. tried doing maths.. gave up after like 3 qns.. heez

oh yea.. at same time mayi qr n xingni were like smsing.. getting lost.. haha.. stupid guy go and lead them to the super long route.. oh wells.. no visiting then.. mebbe ill say byebye if i go out to buy me some snacks.. supply running low...only supplies left are choc.. em i wanna go yr house and eat all ure goodiesss.. !! unfair.. bah.. haiz shall try to upload the fotos.. esp of seniors.. hahaz.. so cutes..

posted by ili 3:03 AM
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Tuesday, June 10, 2003

back from trip.. quite boring lah.. was pretty angry on the first day cos i was like thinking 'oh no not another stoning by the beach with family trips' with like HORRIBLE toilets.. and lousy rooms.. the highlight of the afternoon was a flying fish.. but the night got better cos there were just SOOOOOOOOO many stars to admire.. :) at night, the stars and the beach was so surreal cos u cudnt see any islands at the horizon.. it looked like the Truman show.. where u can step on the water and simply open a door at the end .. funky,.., yea they looked like postcards! and felt so close.. :) had girl talk with sis.. which was quite fun...played pool..n stoned on the beach till like 11pm.. 2nd day was ok i guess.. went snorkelling.. fed little fishies.. the big ones were damn scary to swim with.. then was so poofed i just slept from 430 to dinner.. then played more pool and stoned on the beach again.. hehez.. man can u believe i actually read my PW book cos i had nothing to do!! heeeezz.. ooh highlight of the last day was playing with the 3 adorable kittens!!!!!! i have a natural tendency to squeal NOVI! when i see a cat.. :) why must novi be so ignorant of me now... so sad... wished she was still a playful kitten.. and i missed training.. DUH.. ooh was pretty amused to find my phone had auto roaming so some poor souls have to pay extra i guess..i mean u dawn! kaoz.. call me even..

finally.. spent so much time blasting music from the discman.. had lotsa thots abt stuffs.. n came to a conclusion.. :) nobody can make me feel unhappy.. i wont make anyone.. not even the stupid idiot who scolded me for using my phone (WHICH I WAS NOT) at the checkpoint.. i just woke up and feeling crabby and tt guy had to pass such irritating comments.. wanted to make him read between the lines man.. hehez.. :X lalala.. lets go plan tom..

posted by ili 2:08 AM
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Saturday, June 07, 2003

mebbe i was too harshh.. hmm why do i keep thinking abt it!! its nothing.. right? am i deluding myself? sigh.. well mebbe ill do some packing and whine to anyone who will listen later. .:) sorry u have ta hear me whine so much qr..

anyway i read thru my old blogs.. -
Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds; And then it's usually too late to see what made us blind. So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you; Take that time to say the words before your time is through....

ive realised tt i have lots of pple to turn to when im upset.. as in if i wanna just chat.. i cud just pick up the phone and call my dearest frens.. so grateful for tt..

i felt like i was losing sth when i saw all the expressions on the faces n hugged all the girls.......and ure always there for me.. thank you.. means a lot more to me than you think

some parts make me sad.. in a diff wayy.

posted by ili 3:57 AM
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from dee - you can't decide who you get to keep in life; fate does. because as much as you never wanted the person to go, he/she finds someone else.. or you inadvertantly move on.. - ay... so freaking tired.. dun feel like packing until like later tonight.. wonder if i will get blacker than i already am.. hahaz.. i find it quite impossible.. let it be impossible.. let it be..

lets see how long did i train today.. 8am to 12pm. 4 hours? so little..heehee then stomache grumbled in the middle of training .. and stef heard it .. quite malu hahaz.. then never even go shopping after training cos dee just woke up.. quite sad.. cos i want my frenship ring!!! i want a ring.. !!! hahaz... budden again quite dead from last night.. reached home at 12.. thank god mummy didnt blast my ears off.. it was nice to spend time with qr n ken.. my siblings.. awwwwwwww.. darn.. i wun be able to pitch until thursday.. mebbe ill bring a ball along and get my sis to catch... hahaz.. shed prob slaughter me.. how unsupportive.. -pout- hehez.. means pwee has to train pitching with the guys for the first time alone.. oops.. sorry dear. budden again ure ditching me the following monday! lalala.. feel like sleeping now.. ho hum..

posted by ili 1:46 AM
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Thursday, June 05, 2003

body aching.. from pitching.. hmm sorta finally figured out.. but it still sucks.. esp when the ball goes high high highhhh up... oh wells.. ended with a good note.. with a nice fast accurate pitch.. yay.. watching coach pitch was like so fluid.. :) so gentle but so power.. guys were like having 'fitness trainin' and seniors were having bash.. quite cool.. training with music.. hahaz..

tom is the last day of skl.. yet it is a horrble day.. got stupid malay orals which i will flunk.. and stupid econs essay test on elasticity.. whats wrong with tt (as ain puts it) telur mannnnnnnn! hmms the only thing cheering me up a bit is ill meet qr.. my darrling meimei.. :) miss her sooooo much.. but the journey there is gonna be like super long walk.. eeks.. i hate going down.. always feel so extra.. and i dun feel like changing.. heez.. and... tak nak jumpaa.. :( dunnolah.. just dun feel like it.. mebbe i did lose it.. sad.. nvm.. guess sharon was right to some pt.. oh btw.. thnx dawn for all the song suggestions.. downloading like crazy now.. :) -yawn- mebbe ill read some econs.. sigh

posted by ili 7:12 AM
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Monday, June 02, 2003

omg i just wasted like dunno how much time on stupid koko krunch cd!!!!!!!!!!! cripes.. why did my sis influence me into doing the freaking compre, vocad n grammar thingies meant for 6-12yrs old!!!!! kaoz.. in actual fact.. the cd was pretty tough.. esp for 6 year olds.. im sure they will know words like curator, juvenile delinquents and artisan right.. hahaz.. gosh..

was a pretty slack day today.. except my tvs arent working.. so i have to steal some time from my grandmas tv to watch frenz.. how sad.. when mondays are tv days.. lalala.. dunno whats wrong with meeeeeee.. wished i had more closer frenz.. oh no.. amir just called.. reminded me abt hw.. SUCKKKKKKKKKSSSSSS.. oklah.. mebbe i shud go do.. yay training tom .. :) wonder what we are gonna do.. first time field day w/o seniors.. i hope it doesnt get too frustrating.. oh no reminds me.. havent cleaned boots n glove.. wth.. im slacking like hell.. but i really cannoooooooot be bothered to do lahh.. bah.. hopefully tom is a full of lects day.. dun wanna think..

posted by ili 6:18 AM
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The Second Star to the Right
The second star to the right Shines in the night for you To tell you that the dreams you plan Really can come true
The second star to the right Shines with a light so rare yea And if it's Never Land you need It's light will lead you there
Twinkle, twinkle little star So I'll know where you are Gleaming in the skies above Send us to the land we dream of And when our journey is through Each time we say "Goodnight" We'll thank the little star that shines The second to the right

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The Remedy - Jason Mraz
Parking Lot Paradise - Counting Crows
Don't worry be happy - Bobby McFerrin
Stuck - Stacie Oricco
Waiting - BoA
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Because I'm a girl - KISS
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